-=Ah_KInG world... A Fallin Angel=-

Monday, December 27, 2004

- Down as Usual -

Kind of feelin down again... Yup, its love once again.. tis down feelin is back again... i dont noe why but it jus tat the feelin is back to haunt me... Seein her always seem happy, but when i really start to miss her....tat same old feelin always come back to me... Love seems so painful & torturin at times... how u wish tat it would end & tat there be no more pain... But when one is in love, the need to sacrafice something is great.... Even if it means hurtin u so much... Its always very easy to tell someone to stop lovin u, but its diffcult for tat person to forget the one they wan to love or have loved before.... "Love is easy to start, Difficult to end & Impossible to forget..." tis quote, i found at it some site, its really meaninful & its really true abt wat it says abt love....

Yes, it may seem easy to start love, all it takes is jus a few seconds to develope feelins for the opposite sex, but after tat, it all depends on the person if he/she wans to continue to have feelins for the opposite sex.... For those who continue to love the person they like, tats call love.... Once love has blossom, its difficult to jus end it, no matter how hard the other party tell the person abt not wantin them & tat they have no feelins for them, its jus simply diffcult to jus come to an end like tat.... Here comes the last part..... Its impossible to forget....Yup, its really impossible to forget the love tat u once had for the person..... Who would wan to forget abt the time they were in love, such wonderful memories. Though endings may seems very painful..... And tat both party always say tat they will forget each other & move on wif life, but it always seem impossible..... many still can't get over the person they once loved.... Needless to sae even to forget them....
" Love is easy to start, Difficult to end & Impossible to end." , these are jus my view on it.

I remember i once talk to Cai Hua on the net & ask her a really weird Qs. tat nite.... I ask her who would she choose if there were 2 guys:
Guy no.1. you have feelins for tis guy but he has bad attitude & he is really mean to u...
Guy no.2. U have very little or no feelins for him, but he loves u wif all his heart and soul....
Both are in danger now, who would u wan to save? She replied me sayin tat she would save Guy no.1 & her reasons was tat even though the guy is mean to her... there are other reason y she may have like him in first place.. as for his flaw & problems, she says tat she can jus ignore it.... Weird, i thought most girls would wan to save guy no.2, coz most of the time they sae they wan someone who loves them and not be mean to them.... Then, i guess i am guy no.2 then, i am the one on the losin end if i wan to love someone.... yet the person has no feelins for me.... Lets turn the tables around now... Now another guy/girl has to choose between 2 girls/guys & tat u're person no.2, would u blame the person who didn't save u? Tis question is up to us each to find a answer for ourselves....

Aniwae... enough talkin frm me now... Guess many may think tat i am jus talkin crap... but tis are wat i always think abt... As for Teck Ming, i hope tat she will understand the position i am in now... & i pray tat she will noe how much it hurts for a person to love a person they like..... maybe its time for me to do something abt it.... i jus have to urge to see her alot & there are many things i wan to talk to her abt....But i jus simply dont noe when or where i shld start all tis... Anywae... i will always love her... Never doubt the impossibility in life... its all up to u to decide whether somethings are impossible or possible..... Nothing is impossible in life....

Here is for ur amusement... tis figure was done usin dough durin our idea lesson, read my previous entry abt the doughs.... i think i shall call it the "Lovin Shit Couple" Coz the structure of the figures are shit. Beside, both figures look very lovin..... LOL!

*Done by MC & Gary, but most credit shld be given to MC coz its him who came up wif the idea*

Ah_KInG fell from the sky 8:46 PM