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Class outin Sep.'04
Me, Frens & Pool
My Cousin's Wedding
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Girls:
[Amanda]
[Aisyah]
[Calida Wan]
[Clarissa]
[Erdiana]
[Estrella]
[Jas. Chan]
[Jo. Wang]
[Lijuan]
[Qing Hui]
[Winnie]
[Xian Ping]
[Yanti]
[Yu Fang]
[Yun Zhi]
[Zayana]
Guys:
[Chin Chong]
[Edward]
[Hernshung]
[Gary]
[Jing Bing]
[Jun Xiang]
[Mian Cun]
[Simon]
[Stanwin]
[Tze Hao]
~Links~
[Friendster]
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[Blogspot.com]
[Singapore Poly]
[BlogSkin.com]
[Zorpia.com]
[Tones4u.net(Wap)]
[LetsSingIt.com - English Lyrics]
[MusicParadise - Chinese Lyrics]
[Affirmation Music - Midi]
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Beauty, Freedom, Truth & Love.
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Dont u ever wonder wat went wrong and y things ended up in the worst way it could ever be & tat u never ever thought of it....?My life is kind of fuckin screwed up now... the girl i wanted to love seems to be further and further away frm me... & my love rival is tryin ways to show tat he like Calida as well.... So wat did i ever do tis time to deserve such treatment...?! If i could jus undo these mistakes, i will & give anything jus to undo them....! God! is tis the way how i shld end again? To see me be ripped once again by the torment of love? I made the mistake to give Josephine up 4 years ago.... Now i dont wan to make another mistake to give Calida up.... I noe i was so wrong to have treated Josephine like tat... I noe tat i shldnt have show so much care & concern tat scared her.... But frm the bottom of my heart... all i ever wanted is to love tat particular person & tats y i wan to care for tat person.... Will calida & josephine noe tat the care & concern i have for both of them was because i love them? it was never meant to cause them any harm or wat.... But jus to care only....
Am i really cursed? Cursed not to love other people? God! u noe how impt she is to me... And how special she is to me.... Do u noe how i wish to jus fall asleep now and then never wake up frm it, coz the pain i am gettin is gettin worst & worst now.... i love her so much & it aches me so much to see her act in a way i never understood or seen before.... i miss those days wif her... i still remember those days when she was so sad... i would always be there to cheer her up... maybe talk to her on msn or even have a small prayer for her to ask god to cheer her up for me.... When she has done well for something or she is happy, i would also be there to congratulate her.... Now tat the tables have finally turned... will she ever noe how sad i am or how happy it would be like for me to talk wif her again? Will she be there tis time for me? Will she have a heart to care for me tis time.. coz i really need her alot tis time...
Zayana told me to have patience... but is patience good enough? Maybe she is rite? i do need patience....So many things to sae, so many thing i wan her to noe.... But there is one thing i noe & tat is i am always there for her... watever she is goin thru in life, good or bad, i am always there to see she take her every step & always there to pray for gd health & her safety....