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[Lijuan]
[Qing Hui]
[Winnie]
[Xian Ping]
[Yanti]
[Yu Fang]
[Yun Zhi]
[Zayana]
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[Edward]
[Hernshung]
[Gary]
[Jing Bing]
[Jun Xiang]
[Mian Cun]
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[Stanwin]
[Tze Hao]
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Well... my story will still continue frm here.... but how it is like, will be a very different thing.... Yar, so most of the girls in my class are kind of happy wif the gifts i have for them... Each of them got a rose & a testube filled wif beads & water as a gift for Valentine Day... i think tis day shld be shared wif all... Beside a day of love, its also the day of frenship...
Amanda was also very nice, gave everyone of us chocolate to eat... Guess i will be increasin in size also after eatin it... Eat too much stuff durin the Chinese New Year.. Guess better be goin for exercise soon... Yar, Yanti & zayana hug me.... LOL.. they were kind of happy when they recieve both the flowers & test tube as well.... Its always enjoyable to see other people smile & be happy.... Guess when i can really be happy is the time i joke, laugh & smile wif everyone... The only thing i have lefy is Weili's gift, she didnt come 2dae to sch.. guess i will be givin her 2molo...
So wat did i do wif the special gift tat i had, i gave it to Calida... I never had a feelin like tis before, the feelin of losin someone so soon... Coz i realised tat if i didnt give her the sunflower & the test tube 2dae, i dont noe when will i ever have the chance....she went off halfway durin IDEAS, i was worried tat i wont see her again in class.... So i took the flower & the gift & ran all the way to the child care centre where she was goin... Issac was kind of shocked to see me outside the child care centre...i walk up to her and ask her if i could talk to her... i had no fear, i was my usual self before her, so wantin to talk to her.... though she was kind of unwilling to talk to me... but it was only after issac & jasmine told her to talk wif me for awhile... i thank them for tat... i was kind of wrong in judgin them...thanx for them tis time....
Yes.. i finally understood the reason why she treated like tat... though she sae tat she was to blame... i think tis time the fault is mine... wat i did to the girl i like in secondary sch has happen again... too much care & concern causes the person to be afraid... So frm the bottom of my heart, Calida, I am truly sorry tat i had treated u like tat...she told me tat there are better girls out there for me too... but i told her tat i have hear tis too many times & even told her tat its not as simple as u wan tat person to forget the other person he really love/like.... i told her tat i wanted to still be her fren, though she told me the same things i heard long time ago, no feelins & stuff, but the heart is still there, its hard to change it no matter wat..... She accepted the gift and the sunflower, i am kind of glad... Thank you God....!
So i told her to stop ignorin me after i pass her the gift & also the flower, i walk off in the other direction, back to class... she wen off wif Issac, Jasmine, Cleon & Jim to the library.... Now as a fren, i can only care to a certain extent, silently... but no matter how much the things have change in life, she is always tat someone special in my heart.... No doubt abt it....And i will always show my care for her.... I still love her....alot... Givin up will not be an option i have...i will continue to love her as much as i can.....So my story between me & her... i guess it will carry on.... but to where, i dont noe.. but i do hope for it to turn out the way i wish/wan it to be....
* Happy Valentine Day to all again! =] *