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[Hernshung]
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Saturday, February 19, 2005
Went for the charity carnival held by CLS today....Was there to help out in a stall.... Was kind of a excitin day though, jus returned frm Clementi there, was playin Lan before tat....So took my bath & i am here to blog wat has happen for the day, maybe tis entry will be a entry tat will be here for a very long time before i decide to blog again...
Some things are best not known for particular reason.... I dont noe... But now tat i have known it... its kind of really worryin & depressing for me to noe it... there is a third party between me & Calida...... i feel kind of so lost rite now.... perhaps i am the unlucky one in life? the one who wans to love yet he cant love? I dont noe... the other guy seems to have it all...looks, charm. & maybe a good heart.... whereas for me? All i have is only a heart.... A heart tat is willin to love... do i still stand a chance in anything in life? I love her like i love God.... i would give anything up jus to love her... but no matter how hard i try in life... i jus cant love the person i wan to love... can someone tell me y? all i ever hear is tat there is always somewhere better frm the person i love... to tell u the truth, if there was someone else whom is better then you.. i would have love tat person then you... Becoz i love you, tats y i am there for you, because i am there for you, i will forever be by ur side till the very end of time...
So God, my prayer to you... is there a chance for me to fall in love wif the person i really love? Will u answer me? Or do i have to wait for a long time before u give me my answer? By then, will there still be tat person? Will i still be able to love her? Coz sometimes i am really tired from lovin someone in life... coz when i really love, i love wif my whole heart jus like i love you, God.... It takes so much out of me every single time, and each time it takes a large part of me away.... i feel i am losin both her & myself.... Will there be angles to comfort me now? Or will misery engulf me whole? i am lost once again, i am seekin the way out to find her again.... Will u show me the way to find Calida, the girl i love so dearly? Answer me God...... Pls! I never had the chance to love someone who i really wan to love...I always believe in love, and tat every person whom u love must be loved wif ur whole heart....
- I never knewn tat my love story could get as worst as tis, perhaps i am the unlucky one in life, the one who wans to love yet he cant love -