-=Ah_KInG world... A Fallin Angel=-

Monday, March 28, 2005

- Exam -

Yar, as u might have guess with the above title of tis entry.... yup... exam is jus round the corner and it starts on the 5th of april.... here is my exam schedule:

Exam Schedule
CP5035 CPPB - 05/4
CP4089 ITM - 07/4
MS2126 EM1 - 12/4
CP4006 I&OC - 13/4

Beside tis... still got somethings to add into tis entry.... jus wan to also sae sorry to God, for being so harsh and angry... yes... i was really sad and angry when i found out somethings abt calida.... And i was kind of in the wrong to start being so worked up and starting sayin kind of mean stuff at God..... So jus wanna sae sorry abt it, God...

Perhaps YC was rite when he said i was hidin & scared of her... half rite.... yes, i am really scared of her and another reason was tat i cant bear to see her, i noe i have been like kind of angry or upset when i tell my frens tat i dont wan to see her in a very angry tone, but jus deep down, i hope for her to see me instead.... so yup... i guess i shld be scolded for tis also.... So many things have happen and i dont wan to give things up like tis, neither would i wan to give her up, call me stubborn or stupid or watever u wan to put it... i noe tis will somehow also come to no gd end, but if some pple can change the fate of somethings in their life, then i too hope for it....

Jim was also rite abt the fact tat i have really been stress tis few weeks and tat i seem rather sad over somethings. Guess he was rite after all.... i have been kind of stress and sad over the weeks..... i think he noes or do not noe abt it.... but shant talk so much on it either....

To Tze Hao, i doubt u will see my blog either.... but aniwae... sorry if i jus left the club like tat.... i noe tat in order for u not to have any problem in the club, i decided to leave....so sorry abt it, Tze Hao.... I hope u will understand it...

Manage to watch SpongeBob SquarePants the movie today wif YC & WC... the movie is really funny especially Patrick, the starfish.... But overall, had some fun today seein Zayana being sabo by her frens and yanti, they were jus celebratin her belated bdae by saboin her wif flour and many other gross and sticky stuff....

- I am willin to become the angel in tat fairytale u love, spread my out my arms, which will become my wings to protect you. -

Ah_KInG fell from the sky 8:14 PM

Friday, March 25, 2005

- 20 Questions to a Better Relationship -

eXpressive: 5/10
Practical: 6/10
Physical: 3/10
Giver: 8/10

You are a RPIG--Reserved Practical Intellectual Giver. This makes you a Rock of Gibraltar.

You are loyal, kind, thoughtful and conscientious. You're a good person. You make everyone around you happier and better, even if you yourself are not at your happiest or best. You just care so much about your friends and loved ones that you can't help giving them everything of yourself. It can wear you out, but you'd never let on. ( This are true... )

You're successful, smart and fun to be with, but your self-esteem could use some boosting. You don't like conflict, and you don't like demanding things for yourself, so you can feel unappreciated. But then you wonder if you don't deserve to be appreciated. You do! ( True abt me... )

You have many small crushes, but it takes you ages to get to a serious stage with someone. You get so caught up second-guessing yourself and worrying if the other person really *likes* likes you that you never dare to make the first move. Generally you end up with another clever RPIG who knows one when s/he sees one. This adds up to one long courtship. Fortunately this also adds up to one long marriage. (The part of crushes.... not true... the rest of it... i guess its true)

You would never cheat. You would never hurt anyone's feelings. You are so sympathetic and give so many second chances that it takes a lo-o-ong time for anyone to get on your bad side.

Your only problem is you can be *too* thoughtful -- you can end up worrying and getting hung up over nothing.(True also)

You may be a boy scout. ( Not true for me... i will also never be a boy scout!!! )

Of the 213176 people who have taken this quiz, 6.9 % are this type.

Visit tis site to and try the survey.... 20 Qs. to a better relationship

Ah_KInG fell from the sky 1:03 AM

Monday, March 21, 2005

- Hope Ya Happy -

At last, thy last blow have been brought down on me.... I hope tis gets wat u wan, God..... Hope tis will make u happy at the least.... Finally.... u took away wat i wanted the most.... Wat i needed the most.... And tat is her!

No matter how much i cry into the nite, no matter how much i beg u God, no matter how much i do to recover watever is lost.... u still took it away frm me... WHY?! WHY?! WHY?! why cant u let me love someone who i really wan to love, why? Is it wrong for me to fall in love and love someone who i wan to love? Is it wrong? TELL ME GOD! Now look at me... how pathetic i am, look at me... I never ask for much.... all i ever ask is to fall in love.... I dont care whoever looks down on me now.... i payed the full price... i payed with my fuckin heart.... To think tat lovin someone wif u entire heart was rite... coz no one deserved to loved half hearted.... Sp yup.. i payed the whole price... i payed it wif my fuckin heart!

Pain and sufferin are endless.... at home and in sch.... Is there a need to start everything when u noe tat it will all end in misery.... i pick up tat gift of love again and found myself all hurt by it again.... If tats wat u wan, God! then i hope it pleases u...Coz now it has tore my heart apart once again... i am so fuckin useless.... i am so fuckin stupid... i am so fuckin helpless.... And i am so damn fucked now! i hope you are happy wif it.... i am cursed... i can never fall in love... coz when i do.... everything i dream of havin will be taken away from me....So tis is wat i get for begging and tis is wat i get for askin... nothing but pure misery...! Tell me God, if i ask u to show her how miserable i am coz i wan to love her.... will u show me to her? Will u at least show her how much i really care and love...?

So i hope tat tis is wat u predicted and hope for, God.... I can never hide my emotions now... now tat smile of mine will be wiped away frm my face... And i will put on a false face....So Smile GOD!!!! Show me ur freakin smile and tat u're glad! ARGH!!!!!

Ah_KInG fell from the sky 8:34 PM

Saturday, March 19, 2005

- Happy Birthday -

This week have been really busy, submission of project, reports and many more.... But still glad to make it thru the week and now as the exams draw nearer, its time to get the spirit of studyin back again....

Yesterday was her birthday, i brought the present which took me one month to piece together for her.... Though she wanted to jus walk off like tat, i told her not to coz i really took the time and effort to get the gift for her, i didnt want her to throw away the gift either even though i told her tat if she didnt like the gift she can throw it away... i ask her if she appreciate the things i do for her... though she said yes, i was still not really sure abt it, did she sae it coz i was there, or did she meant it? i was like goin to ask her 4 qs, but i manage to ask her 2 onli.... My 3rd question, calida, if u know where my blog is, do u still wan to see me in cls club?

I hope she like my gift, but if she dont, well... i jus hope she is abit happy tat someone else like me is there to celebrate her birthday, i noe i am tat particular someone & somehow she treats me like an enemy... Still, Happy Belated 18th Birhtday to you again.... my love & angel....

- Bcoz i love you, my frens who help me to get near close to u, were all cursed -

Ah_KInG fell from the sky 7:46 AM

Sunday, March 13, 2005

- Hitch -

My frens told me to destress abt a week or so ago, so decided to go catch a movie 2dae... Read thru the life papers tis morning and found the movie i wanted to watch... "Hitch" Heard frm MC and Gary tat the movie was rather funny.... then i check for the timings for the movie.... I saw 11.20am... and decided to go catch it at tis time... So arrived there at abt 11am and bought the tickets.... then went off to the arcade and tried tis game my brother have been talking abt.... its called Maximum Tune.... the game was alrite.... sat there racin against computers.... i was playin story mode....

Anyway.. the movie was funny and it is good... would recommend u pple to go watch it if u haven watch it..... dont wanna described it too much, u pple shld go watch it... i give like 4 out of 5 stars... tats my personal ratin.... Anway.... u can watch the trailer also....

*Hitch Trailer - U need Quicktime in order for you to view the trailer.*

Had lots of fun yesterday wif MC, YC, my brother & me.... went to kovan to play CS after doin part of our idea business proposal..... Had so much fun jus playin tat and we couldnt stop laughin out when we were playin the game... Both YC & MC... always against each other... one Counter terrorist & the other terrorist.... so when one of them get killed by the other one, they would go over to the body, sprayed it wif paint or shoot at the dead body... So funny.... LOL! So played frm evening time till 8 plus like tat before MC had to go off to meet his girlfren.... and we left the place... Enjoyed myself.....

- Perserve hard enough, have faith in yourself, hope for it & u may get wat u want. -

Ah_KInG fell from the sky 9:18 PM

- Tong Hua - Guang Liang -

童话 - 光良
忘了有多久再没听到你对我说你最爱的故事
我想了很久我开始慌了是不是我又做错了什么
你哭著对我说童话里都是骗人的我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂从你说爱我以后我的天空星星都亮了
我愿变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你

你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里幸福和快乐是结局

你哭著对我说童话里都是骗人的我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂从你说爱我以后我的天空星星都亮了
我愿变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里幸福和快乐是结局

我要变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里幸福和快乐是结局
我会变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里幸福和快乐是结局
一起写我们的结局

Ah_KInG fell from the sky 12:42 AM

Friday, March 11, 2005

- Tough Week -

This week have been a really tough week for me... gotten sick on monday, then had serious coughs & sore throats thru out the entire week... then finally gave in.... couldnt take it anymore... needed to see a doctor.... Could have caught the flu frm someone on sch since monday... coz i started coughin & had sore throats when i went home on monday....

This week got lots of stuff to do... report to rush, got 2 test.. didnt go for ITM test 2dae... wasnt really tat well.... Anyway... manage to hand up my RWP report 2dae.. with thanx to YC & WC... but still the biggest thanks shld go to YC, coz 3/4 of the report comes frm him one...So Thanx YC.... Speakin abt which.... YC is very efficient with his work.. so far all the reports and homework assign to the class... i think he done all of them liao.... Some he even handed them up... WOW! where got like me... slack here and there... but still tis week kind of tired coz of tis sickness i got frm sch....

Then did IDEAS yesterday..... couldnt do much coz i was tired & couldnt think much either on wat to do for the business proposal.... YC did most of the work while i jus stared blankly into the screen, hopin to come up wif something for our grp proposal.... haiz... in the end also nothing.... If werent for YC around to do the work... i think most of my homework/project/report would have been gone case liao.... or if he wasnt there.... our IDEA project would still have not been done yet.... So thankful for him.... makin sure tat we all do our work....

Wonder if i can really recover frm tis cold soon.. Exams really near the corner now... its startin on the 5th of April.... better start formin study grps again? hope tat we all can study together... i better not slack already.. pick up ur spirits guys... let us all work hard together for the exam and promote on to the next stage....=]

Ah_KInG fell from the sky 5:20 PM

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

- Sweeps Me Away -

Sweeps me away
the insatiable urge to see that smile. just once more over. and i know i'd be gone.

or maybe no.

the spark that was provoked in that very instance.

the very knowledge that our acquaintance, and more importantly our re-aquaintaince, will be decided, verdicted upon only by this unpredictable essence of time, makes keeping sane that little bit harder to do.

let me turn around and say hi.
tell me you'll never say goodbye

all i want to do. is to turn around. and see you there.

see you there.the very emotions that ran through and overwhelmed me now maim me. our fates intertwining in what potentially could be something really good. but i know. and you know. and everyone knows. whatever transpires next will be the next tragedy of epic proportions.

everytime, anyhow, something will happen. am i supposed to remain downcast? or believe in the law of averages?

to think i might not see those eyes
makes it so hard not to cry
and as we say our long goodbyes
i nearly do

please don't go.

away from those old tales of melancholy. of endless running away from the tarantulas and scorpions of the world. of heartbreaks and stories that never came true. yesterday night i dreamt of something new.

it's all about you.
[*Taken from Edward - http://cfc-ed.blogspot.com/*]

Tis fren of mine is really gd wif his english & also a very nice fren i got.. still remember those days in sec. sch...A really nice fellow...... and i found tis entry of his very nicely done... so was thinkin of sharin it wif u pple... Thanx ed... for lettin me use ur entry... =]

Ah_KInG fell from the sky 9:43 PM

Thursday, March 03, 2005

- To Anonymous -

To Anonymous, i wan to congratulate u on findin my blog and postin such a post on my chatter board.... there seems to be alot of things i wan to tell u abt but i guess i cant really squeeze watever i wan to tell you jus into my chatterbox, so tis entry of mine will jus be for u...

Perhaps you were lucky in love, perhaps you already have someone whom u loved or someone who is there to love you, for me, i am not that lucky.... You dont noe wat i have been thru and u claim that i am very pathetic.... i might seem very pathetic to you.... but i guess u would need to be in my shoes to fully understand the things i face in life... i dont care if the world look down on me bcoz i love her, i dont care even if her frens look down on me for lovin her... the only thing i noe is tat i love her for who she is, and tat she is very important to me.... And i dont expect her to like me now... feelings take time to develope and i noe tat she might not like me now for a whole lot of reasons, i dont blame her for tat.... i will have to wait.... even if it means for a long time...

I dont expect you to understand the whether i am very romantic or wat, but its jus tis characteristic tat runs in my blood.... Yar, i may or may not be romantic, i dont care.... i stand as who i am.... wat i am.... And if u think tat all tis patheticness & romanticness is makin u & ur frens digusted.. then there is only thing i got to sae... who ever loves you.... hope tat he/she does not be like me.... jus pray tat he/she isnt romantic at all.... jus pray tat he/she will not become so pathetic in lovin you....

There is a very strong reason i love her & dont expect you to understand it at all... yes, u might wan to laugh at me even if i told you abt it.... I have frens who are here to support me all the way and i am thankful for them, they are always there, even in the darkest time of my life.... And i bet tat even ur frens are there to support you on who u wan to love as well...

You can condemn me for watever i sae here.... but tis words are truly from the bottom of my heart.... i may not noe who u are... but there is sure one thing i wan u to noe..... i may be pathetic, but wat i am doin for her is frm the heart and tat i believe it to be the greatest things i ever done....

Ah_KInG fell from the sky 10:41 PM